chel b.

so sick..

chillay_3@yahoo.com — Mon, 15 Jun 2009 07:01:59 GMT

Im sick but i dont know where it hurts the most, how i suffer more.

chillay_3@yahoo.com — Wed, 03 Jun 2009 02:39:26 GMT

Got few days before the semester open. I thought I got a one week break but then we have to extend for a few more days...Im tired. Summer's over and I havent even been to a beach resort. To think I was plannin to do some surfin' not like this net surfin'. I was thinking of escaping, just be with myself and strangers...maybe making new friends. This comin sem. I am stuck with my sked, 10:30-12 Skills Lab and 2Pm to 10 Pm duty from monday to saturday. Whatever would happen to my social life..so help me Jah! Hopin there would be no case another possible H1N1 virus. No virus for me, no no!

dorm..tripin in music...

chillay_3@yahoo.com — Sat, 16 May 2009 17:55:50 GMT

tHAT'S what you get...

chillay_3@yahoo.com — Sat, 16 May 2009 17:45:34 GMT

this is WHAT i get from being a snoop...
Bitter and pain
eh di ngayon masakit ang ulo ko
geez im dizzy pa!
NAKAKAinis talga!!!

Kasi account ng may account
pinapakelaman
Nasasaktan namn pag nakakakita
ng pathetic pictures!

Wahhh I wanna cry
because of my stupidity
I need control...
Diazepam PLEASE!

Writer's Block: Gamer's Choice

chillay_3@yahoo.com — Tue, 14 Apr 2009 05:36:59 GMT

What is your favorite old-school video game?

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pacman!

whoalah!

chillay_3@yahoo.com — Mon, 23 Mar 2009 08:06:12 GMT

Its been a long time...It seems to me like ive forgotten writing or typing. I guess it had been a decade? wheew!!! A friend commented on bout me writing a diary or writing a journal. I told him "Oh geez its been a long time since i write down sumtin bout me..." he said " People who keep diaries are psyche case." Hmnnn.. aren't we all bunch of psyche case? hahaha!

tagalize ur world!!

chillay_3@yahoo.com — Sun, 19 Jun 2005 08:48:17 GMT

Wala Lang ako masabi...
Palagi tinatamad...
Yan ang buhay ko ngayon.

MInsan or madalas
Gusto ko may mangyari
Pero pag tatanungin ko namn sarili ko
di ko rin alam kung anu gusto kong mangyari

Un lang...
Di ko na alam ang susunod
upo na lang ako o hihiga
habang kung anu-anu nangyayari sa paligid ko

Sa kanila na lang un..
papaubaya ko na lang sa kanila ang mundo...
basta ako dito na lang sa mundo ko...
Sa Pluto

my mood

chillay_3@yahoo.com — Sun, 11 Jul 2004 13:31:52 GMT

I've been feelin a little twisted for the
last few weeks. Lot of people makes me feel like
im one little villainess bitch. Im used to being
like this before but this is the worst Ive
experienced so far. Nobody can help me but me.
I missed my old me, I feel like I lost a big
part of myself, of my life. Also, I lost a
friend, not just any friend but a dear one. I
guess thats the reason why I lost a part of me.
I've done everything i could to bring it back.
But, all is lost now...

chillay_3@yahoo.com — Tue, 11 May 2004 13:50:46 GMT

GRABEHHH! WHY IS IT THAT EVERY TIME I PLANNED OF DOIN' SOMETHING ANOTHER "SOMETHING" SURFACES AND, I NEED TO ATTEND THAT FIRST BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE!!!GRRR! LIKE, IF I HAVE AN UPCOMIN TRIP THE LAST FEW MINS, I GET EMERGENCY CALLS GRRR! GALIT NAKO!
...WAIT, OK... INHALE, EXHALE, RELAX...

IF THAT HAPPENS TOM I'M GONNA SCREAM!!!

DARNA!!!

chillay_3@yahoo.com — Tue, 30 Mar 2004 13:23:54 GMT

wala lang He txted.

ouch!

chillay_3@yahoo.com — Thu, 25 Mar 2004 12:37:52 GMT

Wahhhhhhh! I will never ever drink Brandy! I was late for work and made a lousy alibi... eeeeeeeep! Bad, Bad!

chillay_3@yahoo.com — Sun, 21 Mar 2004 13:22:35 GMT

the price i have to pay for livin on my own:

-notin as in notin u can do but buy your own furniture. YIPES! no tv as of now, wahhhhh!!! livin the life of a monk.
-no one to share the bills
-no one to talk to when you want just to talk
-no one to clean up your mess
-no one to cook for you
but, think of the positive side...
whoooooooooooo!!!!!!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! freedom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Me, myself and I

chillay_3@yahoo.com — Fri, 14 Nov 2003 10:48:37 GMT

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Can’t think of a better subject matter than… myself. Well you think that its that simple? Think again. Who am I? Hmn…I can even recall how our values ed. teacher in high school used to ask us to compose an essay about the how we know ourselves and how the people around us see us as an individual. I can remember how I would stare on my blank paper for hours not a single idea how or who I actually am. I couldn’t blame myself that time for the rationale that for the duration of that adolescence stage, it’s the point in which we are still on the discovery our own identity . Needless to say I think I made up 75% of my essay for the sake of getting good grades and impressing my sweet, soft-hearted teacher.
Now that I am 27 years in the making I cant think of a worse/better statement to express myself than that of a “Complicated.” <Hey that’s one pop star Avril (so on…)’s song!>, complex, full of twist and turn, this is very true with me but I suppose a lot of people can relate, don’t you ? One minute I’m shallow the next minute I’m deep. Silent type to belle of the ball. Snob to Ms. Congeniality. Whatever I may be I say its all on the person who I’m with, the instances and the situation.
By now a you may even be more confused on how well you know me. Don’t worry your not alone. I empathize on how you feel. Same things with me. The only constant thing with me is that I know for the fact that I am myself and I am just being real, truthful to what I feel.

Welcome to me!

chillay_3@yahoo.com — Thu, 21 Aug 2003 03:32:56 GMT

Its not too late to start a new one. I cant even remember how many years i got the chance to have this space. The last thing i could remember was my friend giving me the account. After i got it i did not have any idea how to start, what to write.
Then now, as i was scrolling my old messages from my mails i saw the welcome msg. from this account so, i checked it out if it would still work and here it was.
I dont have much to write for now, its not that nothing exciting had happened in the past, well, talk about "EXCITING." Well now that i know that this still works i would probably have some new entries soon...