chel b.

Can’t think of a better subject matter than… myself. Well you think that its that simple? Think again. Who am I? Hmn…I can even recall how our values ed. teacher in high school used to ask us to compose an essay about the how we know ourselves and how the people around us see us as an individual. I can remember how I would stare on my blank paper for hours not a single idea how or who I actually am. I couldn’t blame myself that time for the rationale that for the duration of that adolescence stage, it’s the point in which we are still on the discovery our own identity . Needless to say I think I made up 75% of my essay for the sake of getting good grades and impressing my sweet, soft-hearted teacher.
Now that I am 27 years in the making I cant think of a worse/better statement to express myself than that of a “Complicated.” <Hey that’s one pop star Avril (so on…)’s song!>, complex, full of twist and turn, this is very true with me but I suppose a lot of people can relate, don’t you ? One minute I’m shallow the next minute I’m deep. Silent type to belle of the ball. Snob to Ms. Congeniality. Whatever I may be I say its all on the person who I’m with, the instances and the situation.
By now a you may even be more confused on how well you know me. Don’t worry your not alone. I empathize on how you feel. Same things with me. The only constant thing with me is that I know for the fact that I am myself and I am just being real, truthful to what I feel.