Oh live life!
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We often wonder what life is instore ahead of us, back then when we were so full of hopes and dreams. Sometimes we get to the part that we had become desperate, to get that goal. You try everything and hold on to something or someone only to know that you dont deserve it or, simply, you just fail. Then, all will end up in a big disapointment. I dont know if I had lost the hope and dream or if I just stop living for the future.

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Horribly-funny
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       A horribly hilarious story that happened just a few weeks ago. Why horrible? This incident was mine and every mothers' nightmare...(with the Psycho/Jaws theme on the backgound!). Now why funny? To be honest, after the incident sank inside my tired dehydrated lobe, left it in after-electric -shocked-mode for a few seconds. Then, It left me feel flatulence by laughing at it.
    My youngest kid Kent went with my mom to the public market, and stayed there at work. My kid who is five year old is used to playing around the market area, amusing and sometimes bugging the tinderas (vendors/owners), just like me when I was a kid.  My mom work as a clerk/accountant in a lending corporation for store owners.  My mom had incidentaly gave Kent a play money. The kid didnt know how to distinguish a play money from a real money or maybe the play money really looked like real, I am not sure. Kent was playing with another batang palengke (kids who grew up or used going around the market place). (Nightmare on Elm's Street theme song on the background) the two kids suddenly disappeared. After a few minutes the police was alarmed and everyone was looking out for them. The other boy's mom was already crying and panick began attacking everyone. Then out of the distance, the two boys appeared...behind them ...was the supervisor of Liana's Supermarket.
     The Lianas supervisor asked the adults, "Are you the guardians of these kids?" So to make the story short, the two boys went to Lianas, across the public market.... with the play money, picked up a robot toy and went to the cashier to pay. The staff reported the kids to the supervisors and the supervisor paged for the companion of the two. I can just imagine the faces of the poor innocent little rascals I guessed they were  a little bit humiliated, shocked, worried, and most of all clueless! 
     Yes I was devastated but I just cant help to crack out of laughter whenever I imagine the two little innocent boys in the line of the cashier, with their toy and play money! If only I can ask for a video and look at the faces of everyone around the kids. I bet they were also laughing hard on that one...bloopers!
   me and my kent
     
     

Writer's Block: Ticket to ride
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chillay
If you could take an all-expense-paid two-week vacation to anywhere in the world with one friend or partner, where would you go and who would you take?

Jamaica

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          While waiting for my aunt on a grocery, I sat in a corner of a food booth. A lady asked me if I can share a sit. I looked up and noticed a bandana covering her head, as a nurse I immediately assumed that sh is undergoing a "treatment." She begun chatting with me, she told me she is undergoing  Chemotherapy for quite sometime. She is on her 4th stage of her Breast Cancer.
         As I talked to her, I tried to hide my sadness between my timid smiles. She introduced my to her husband and two young daughter. They seemed happy and all but they cannot hide a sadness on their eyes. Our conversation went on to different treatment procedures and modalities to the reaction of the chemo on her body. She was diagnosed late and before she knew it her breast have to be removed. Her cancer already metastasized. I have seen a lot of cancer patient but often inside the hospital. Seldom I see  someone at this stage on public place.
       I was surprised when she asked me, "Do you think I can still have the chances of survival?" I was caught on that for a few seconds. I was somewhat surprised, because I know patient like her already has the knowledge of what is coming. As a nurse we had studied how to respond to questions such as this. No false reassurance. The patient should always know the truth. I am used to answering such question but responding to such had never failed to break my heart. My answer, " God is gracious and merciful, only He knows what is best for us. Never loose your faith no matter what." I still do not know if my answer was enough. I could have said something more inspirational but I also wanted to limit my answer. I do not want to break her heart or maybe break my emotion further.
     We know that death is a part of our mortality. Maybe it had happen to one of our family member or love ones. We just fail acknowledge that it can happen to us until it had occur. Now I realized that the lady is luckier that some of us. She already knew that her life could end any day soon. She has the time to prepare for that.
     Most of us are now prepared for death. Filipino customs had taught us never to talk about it or even anticipate it. There are even dozens of traditional rites and sayings during death and funeral. Some of the sayings elder use to scare kids while some are too exaggerated. I think she already know the truth but in some way she is still trying to hold on because of her family.
     I think that we should always be prepared for it. Not that we are wishing for death to happen. We should always arm our self like a warrior on fight. Because we are really living everyday of our lives fighting, We are not just aware of it. I guess our only weapon is faith. When all had failed us, we can only hang on to this one.
      

POST IT!
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chillay
  I don't know what to fill in in my subject. What I  just know is that am I  in some kind of curse...Am I being played by the gods of olympus? It had been the worst... Week 1 I lost my job.... week 2 I got bitten by a PITBULL...week 3 I lost a friend (not die) just LOST...in the underworld maybe or I am the one got lost in the underworld...? Week 4 I get officially dumped...Wow what THE FRICKIN' MONTH???

so sick..
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chillay
Im sick but i dont know where it hurts the most, how i suffer more.

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Got few days before the semester open. I thought I got a one week break but then we have to extend for a few more days...Im tired. Summer's over and I havent even been to a beach resort. To think I was plannin to do some surfin' not like this net surfin'. I was thinking of escaping, just be with myself and strangers...maybe making new friends. This comin sem. I am stuck with my sked, 10:30-12 Skills Lab and 2Pm to 10 Pm duty from monday to saturday. Whatever would happen to my social life..so help me Jah! Hopin there would be no case another possible H1N1 virus. No virus for me, no no!


Celebrity Collage by MyHeritage
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MyHeritage: Family trees - Genealogy - Celebrities - Collage - Morph


dorm..tripin in music...
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tHAT'S what you get...
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chillay

this is WHAT i get from being a snoop...
Bitter and pain
eh di ngayon masakit ang ulo ko
geez im dizzy pa!
NAKAKAinis talga!!!

Kasi account ng may account
pinapakelaman
Nasasaktan namn pag nakakakita
ng pathetic pictures!

Wahhh I wanna cry
because of my stupidity 
I need control... 
Diazepam PLEASE! 

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